Do You Miss Me?

It's not the same with you gone
So many changes i made, forlorn
Originally to get back to the same us, that which is gone
Gradually i liked doing it myself, alone.

I never thought i'd learn to say 'me'
I thought we were going to stay 'we'
Yet now being me feels so much more free
But i still yearn for your arms to protect me
Safe from storms and bad dreams and me
Entwined, safe as a unit, us, we
World, nothing more than a bad dream.

Paradise lost
Death mourned
Hell hath no fury like a Ryan scorned
Yet it was an indiscretion of my own
Monogamy was originally agreed upon.

My own two feet are nice to stand on
I know that the past is more or less gone
I surround myself with laughter, friends, and move on
Yet i wish you're not gone.